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i skip way too many classes

"

1. I still love you, I don’t think I ever stopped, some nights I start shaking so hard I can’t feel anything but my bones breaking and I lose all the feeling in my chest but I still love you

2. I wish you would call me, I miss your voice, I miss listening to you fall asleep, I miss the sound of your breath washing through my hair

3. I planted flowers in my backyard, I was going to yank them out of the ground and leave them on the side of the road to symbolize the death of you and me but god they were so pretty I left them in the ground to rot

4. I deleted your number but it’s still stained onto my hand where you wrote it in green pen 6 months ago

5. Maybe if I could just kiss you we’d be okay

6. I wish I could kiss you

7. I tried to read your favorite poem but I ended up choking on my words, I can’t stop coughing. I wish you were here.

8. I’d do anything for you, it’s really fucked up, I don’t think you care anymore, I’m pretty sure I don’t mean anything to you anymore but jesus fuck if you told me to swim to the edge of the earth, I’d do it.

9. I miss you so much. You’re still here but not like you were oh god oh god I miss how good we were, we were the best.

10. My best friend asked me how you’re doing and I think I started crying

11. I don’t know what I did to make you stop loving me

12. I’m really sorry

13. Please come back

14. It’s okay that you’re not here anymore, I don’t really mind anymore

15. You’re breaking my fucking heart

16. I need you here

"

- everything I want to say to you but can’t  (via extrasad)

(via extrasad)

"

May 16th// 11:08 pm
“Hey, I guess you’re asleep. Call me back when you wake up”

July 24th// 5:04 am
“Wake up I miss you”

September 8th// 2:09 am
“I just wanted to hear your voice”

September 8th// 2:16 am
“Okay listen. I think I might be in love with you please call me back.”

October 11th// 5:42 pm
“Baby girl I love you, I’m so happy you’re mine I’ll see you tonight.”

November 29th// 8:06 am
“You’re still asleep and you’re the most beautiful thing in the world. I can’t wait to get home and see you. I can’t wait to kiss you.”

December 12th// 9:16 am
“Look I’m sorry about what I said. I didn’t mean it. I still love you princess. I love you. I’m sorry. I just.. I love you alright. Call me back when you can.”

January 15th// 4:06 pm
“I’m out and I saw something that made me think of you so I thought I would call you. I miss your voice.”

January 18th// 9:12 am
“Baby get dressed, I’m picking you up in 15, let’s run away.”

January 23rd// 8:47 pm
“Oh god your mother hates me”

February 14th// 3:06 pm
“Happy Valentine’s day I love you more than anything. You’re the world. You’re everything good. I’d let you swallow me whole. I like the way you look when you’re tired. I hate it when you cry. I’ll see you” tonight baby.”

February 24th// 12:09 am
“I’m sorry.”

April 8th// 4:06 am
“Hey… I need to come over and get the rest of my stuff.”

"

-

13 voicemails you left me  (via extrasad)

FUCK

(via arabellashigh)

(via extrasad)

" I was sixteen, laying on my bedroom floor, choking on your goodbye and cigarette smoke with the 98 degree weather burning tears into my cheeks, screaming for my mother because I figured this was it, I was going to die without you because if I couldn’t wake up and see you sleepily mumbling my name into my hair I didn’t want to wake up at all.
I was seventeen, shaky breath, shaky knees, tired lungs and wet hair but I wasn’t drowning like last summer "

- I thought I couldn’t live without you but you were nothing more than a good morning text and someone to pass out next to  (via extrasad)

(via extrasad)

" Listen,
if you’re going to leave, that’s fine.
and I know you promised you wouldn’t
seven months ago while I was crying
into your neck but I also know that
sometimes it rains even when it’s not
supposed to and sometimes boys
kiss girls they shouldn’t and we tear
flowers out of the ground just to watch
them die and things change,
so I understand if you’re done,
but please, when you’re packing all your
old sweaters and books, don’t forget
to take all your three AM phone calls,
and photographs where we’re smiling
so wide it looks like we’ve never known
that feeling in the pit of your stomach
when someone screams “I don’t love you
anymore.”
Take back every kiss, every night you
fell asleep next to me, every poem I
wrote you, every song you sang to
me, every “I love you more fight,”
every shock I felt in my skin when
you brushed against me.
I was never scared of ghosts until you
left but now I see you everywhere and
god if you’re going to kill me please
just do it quickly because I see you
in everything and it’s making it hard
to breathe "

- I won’t say I miss you but I think my mother knows anyway (via extrasad)

(via literalily)

i’m really glad that me & my ex are on good terms still like it’s nice to get random ass texts about how he’s going to go to one of the best schools in the state like that makes me so happy

The fact that this is my picture honestly pisses me off https://m.flickr.com/#/photos/brittanymaine/7641851196/

(via radicity)

why go on a date when i can sleep

random texts from my ex like this kinda keep me grounded still

i started middle parting my hair

but free chickfila day was v nice